Thoughts Out

To a distant stranger, I don’t know what you are doing right now. Heck, I don’t even know where you are right now nor who you are with. For all I care you could be with some other girl promising a lifetime of love and happiness with her. It’s fine. But if there’s a time where you feel like everything and everyone is leaving and you feel like the universe is against you, just remember that there is a person that is willing to stay; I will always choose to stay . You might not know this but I love you. Always will and always have. Even if I haven’t known your name nor heard your voice, I love you. I am deeply in love with every nook and corner of your being even the darkest and twisted part of it. I adore you, love. I know that it is scary out there and yes, I am afraid. I am afraid that I might lost my way unto you or I might not even find you but, I want to believe that you are out there. So, no matter how fearsome it is, I will hang onto the love that I have for you...

To  the one who got away, I never doubted my love for you. I love you with every inch and fiber of my being even with the short amount of time and little things we've done together. Our story might not be like those of in the movies nor in the books and yes, it did not start in the most exciting way.  Actually, ours started in the quietest way. Ours begun with my unrequited affection towards you.  You didn't know and I couldn't tell you. Yet. We weren't even friends to begin with but to me you always have this kind of way to lightened things around you. You are like the soft golden hued of rays piercing throughout the crack of dawn. A light that somehow brings comfort and warmth that mesmerizes me; inviting me to gaze deeply in the amber glow of the horizon. A light that drags me out of the abyss of black that cast over during the night and a light that somehow brings me strength to struggle again, to fight and to seize the new day.  Yes, love to me y...